So, I’m 50 now
Staring out a wet window
At White skies
Nothing to see
Just blankness
Configuring some kind of a view through time I’ve spent- seeking that which I can say that might assist someone else.
Sometimes the whiteness of the skies here in San Francisco cause me to feel an emptiness, but my awareness knows everything is so full.
So, I’m 50 now and
none of the things they said would happen happened.
Once you get near this number FIFTY a unique amplifier appears and it comes from the people around you with their illness lists, their unwillingness and daily pains. They beg you to listen in on their repetition not realizing they’re creating more of the same by spreading this around to other people. It’s not even Complaint. It’s direct projection. “This just is how it is” they say.
Do. Not. Believe.
So I’m 50 now and I’m here to tell you that if you listen to them, you will become it. It’s the belief system of the majority. Don’t be the majority.
Be a you, not a they.
So, I’m 50 now
and I’m done hearing people say
they understand me
when they don’t.
I’m done hearing people say it. This is so dishonest and extremely common. Other people will do a lot more harm than good when you don’t know yourself no matter who they are. It’s not intentional on their part however real it is. Often people are stuck all covered up by identity, and what society thinks. In this state they are not able to help you, no matter how hard they try they are too comfortable. This comfort will turn into a prison, most likely. Sure some people won’t fall into this category, But… just look at the majority.
Look what they are doing.
Let them call you weird. It’s OK. They can’t see out of the box they’re in. All views, mannerisms and statements are prerecorded for their continued pleasure.
The tiny stoic inside them gives orders to keep everything just as is, and everyone else is wrong wrong wrong.
The universe is a vast place with constant change and replication.
This is just what it’s doing.
This is also the human body
constant change, replication and repetition.
The caveat is our mind.
The universe universes and we think about it, consider it, make decisions regarding it, and have choices to make. We create our own things to choose from, not the universe. The universe responds to the actions we take in regards to these choices. Never allow someone to give you only two choices (or any number) because the choices given are the minimization of what is actually possible.
So, I’m 50 now and I have to say be careful what you ask for and who you tell about any of it.
Experiences come into our lives at many intervals based on a whole assortment of criteria which we cannot see. Everything we have ever experienced takes part in the timing. Some things are very dependent upon the seemingly unrelated and are intertwined with the sound or resonance of our lives lived. What this means is, we may get what we ask for wrapped in a different package presented upside down or some other such situation, we must decipher for ourselves.
Be careful what you ask for because your energetic systems begin immediately, but also might take years to complete. By then you might forget you even asked for it while behind the scenes that script has been running.
Be careful what you ask for in distress, grief or manic states. Move through it to get to a place where you can come to a solution.
They say if you share honestly and authentically, this is all that matters but this seems like some kind of a cop out related to a spiritual concept.
Don’t mix these up.
You want to be comprehended.
You want conversation.
The other way keeps people divided because others may judge you for something they misunderstand. You want to know how your authentic and honest self is being seen heard and understood. Otherwise, you wouldn’t be trying to communicate creatively.
I wanted this to be more poetic, but that felt dishonest. My life up until now has not been poetic to say the least and I changed that going forward. I chose a different path. I, given everything, am a very happy human. My life is wonderful now but also I will not create a façade for someone else to be more comfortable. Let them be uncomfortable, we get to be us.
The word “happy” in my world has
nothing to do with anyone else.
It’s not a smile or a perfect moment.
It’s being aware of who and what I am.
Maintaining that awareness of within.
True joy has nothing to do with the societal designated happiness.
Tastes change, clothes change, environment changes, believes change but the heart stays.
EVERY SINGLE PROMISE you keep to yourself MATTERS a LOT.
Don’t be a they be a you.
I’m 50 now and this is what I have to share:
1. Maintain creativity at all costs.
2. Uncover your true self (yes, you do).
3. Believe in yourself.
4. They can’t tell you about you.
5. Personal awareness is ever expanding.
6. Do not ignore your inner voice.
7. Do not pretend your soul is unimportant.
8. Small actions inside your body are reflections of the grand motions of the cosmos.
9. You are important.
10. Truly, nobody knows what’s going on.
11. Intersectionality matters.
12. Multiculturalism matters.
13. The power of the everyday voice matters.
14. Support people different than you.
15. Share what you learn.
16. Caring for others is a radical act.
(Please…. keep adding… message them to me, everyone will want to know)
Thank you for reading.
I love you, go live your life.
From an Enchanted Realm Nearby